time ……
ummm…Right now its 6.20p.m..me not knowing where to start….there is so much to say! lets seee…….everyday i say to myself…..today am going to do something nicee…..and prepare a nice schedule 
but do i follow it??? NOOOOOOO 
i cant!! its like everytime i find something else to doo….so wats the point of making a time table ???…. everyday its like…No tom i will do for sure…but yet tom never comes….everyone knows it.. like yesterday i started to write a post…..wrote some lines……..and someone came online 
very happy!! it was like ” go to hell post” ……but today i have decided to write something….should nah…bcz my readers must b waiting to read them hahahhaha….**liE**… umm soo……today hasnt been a really nice day for me ..actually a bad one…!! but watever ! like roush has posted…. ” why me???”" its exactly wat i thought!! kind like normal behaviour…..Everyone always wish that only nice things happening to us…..but it cant!!! bcz hard times is the only thing which help us to improve ourselves…. So now we should b saying.. ” y not mee???” well i do really hope i wil b able to do soo!! but i really doubt….uffff………Bcz am like those gurls nah who always keep complaining about things… like never nice things has never ever happend to me!! but its an absolute lie!! Am sure it does…..but its me who keeps ignoring them…… and keep fixing on the bad side of things…well i do really wish that i change…hehe right now someone came online well a good frend…….but am going to finish my post first then will talk 
The normal conversation for me is like:
Frend: ” how are u”
me: am okk…
frend : And ur day??
me: finee…….well not bad!
Silence for some mins : everyday we talk …….so its like no conversation left! lolzz
Frend: anything new???
ME: noooo……….same old boring life ! thats my answer ** liar**
Its totally false…….bcz am sure everyday something new happens……at times good and others bad…… but i cant see!! ” am i blind?? ” well i dont think soo ….its just bcz nothing which i want has happend!! Wel….i think its one of the worst attitude a person can have… Like ignoring everything… and everyone around………..some people’s life are much worst than mine……..well i got everything……..mayb some few things i got it in minimum about but yet! i got nothing to complain about…….i got a nice family…..very caring… and good frendss…….who likes me…..and so do i……. but still at times i want to b alone……..y? wel i duno u surely would want to know the answer……… but one thing is for sure is that…. watever happens is for the best……At times u lose something which u really like…..or u dont obtain something which u really wanted……. but am sure……that one surely has obtained lots of other nice things…….. but…!!!yet …* sighs** at times our lives keep revolving around us……ME mE and ME!!! my life!! my wishes!! thats all……………egoistic world…. well i duno wat i said is really relevant but…………i duno…..am bit down soo i may have talked nonsense…….those who read it then…..thanks 
take carez……….will post next time am down lolzz……….nah now its 6.45p.m
roushdat said,
February 11, 2007 at 3:03 pm
Right sis, whatever happens, is for the best! I believe it too…Hmmm but seems you getting the bad habit of your bro….writing lenghty stuff :p Anyway, very nice words and deep-thought meanings.