Lightprincess and the cruel world………

how are u? ….

normally every person u come across *well not every*…but most of the people you know.. will ask how are you??…..now the question is…do they really want to know how you are ?? or its just a formality which goes on =P*..

i think its just a way to converse…no one really wants to know how you are doing everyday..isnt?? hmm make as if someone ask me hwo are u?? n i go about.. “well am not that fine..yesterday i had a stomach ache..had a digestion problem *smiles*…and i have having my midterms exams so am bit stressed out..i cant sleep properly..” etc… n everyday its the same thing…so yea the person is obviously going to get bored!!..i mean if i was in that person’s shoes..may be i would have stopped askign how are u =p*..lol am kidding…

i just wanted to convey that someone asking how are you doesnt really mean and want to know how you are..but just for the sake of!!..so do keep it short…unless its someone very close to u… =)* but even then avoid it…just once at a time these details are needed ..

well..these days am bit busy =(..even though i want to write but am not being able to =/

take care guyz..n all the best to those who aer having examss =)

hmmm

i dont know wats the period going on …i’ve studied that during summer pple remain very agressive n all …….but i dont what season is going on…at times its like raining heavily n others a big sun =|…* i hate summer*!!…i dont think anyone over here loves it *thinking*…but am really feeling sad these days :’(…em feeling very blue lol n all kind of colours… *laughs*…..but i’ve learnt that we should focus on the lil things which make us smile..n thats exactly what am doing =)*..its called the * cognitive behavioural therapy*..its hard though!!…repressing feelings too aint good =/…*what should i do*?? =S….neways!! i will ask everyone else to really notice the little happiness n forget for sometime atleast your sorrow =)*

and the strangesssst thing is that am coming on my blog to write something!!….i am actually feeling like writing something here……..or else whenever i used to it was just for the sake of……or my friends would ask me to *winks*… guess its because am getting somehwere to pour in bit of my feelings =)*…..

take carezz!!

keep smiling

cyaa next time i am blue *lol*

hmm…..

today em feeling lonely.+ bored….but yet i have bundles of work on my head *hell lots of them *…. but am not feeling like studying……=((…… am feeling veryyy strange =/ …….like a void in my heart……=(……n am not knowing why am feeling like that……or may be i dont want to know y!!……and to protect myself from pain..i dont want to see the true reason behind..

since i have been doing psychology…n still lots to learn.. my way of thinking has really differ….before never did i know that so many things lie in our unconsciousness and direct our lives too….. but since i am quite informed about it =P*..everything i do….i keep wondering what is the main aim of my act..lol….quite disturbing at times i should say……but yet interesting!

today got almost one month since i lost one of the people who meant something in my life *sighs*..one of the closest n yet very far..circumstances had build up distances but relationship made with heart doesnt change i guess….

my prayers will always b showering on you =)

<3 yuh bro!!

P.s….i know no one check out my blog….thats y am writing so freely